so paulie picked me up and were just chillen and we go to get justin then were driving around about to go to the beach and then paulie gets a call its kemo and he said theres a keg party on dump road (95th ave by lyons) so we go and fuckin this kid (who will remain nameless ->my first love) walked right passed me looked me up and down and walked away then had the nevre to call me the next day and ask to fuck i was like what happened to us not fuckin no more i thought thats what you wanted and hes like na i wanna fuck but i was busy... so anways then were walkin down the road and justin goes to get me a beer and were all just chillen paulie's flawsen his truck and i'm talking to JAKE =) so he comes up to me and goes hey your paulies new girl right i'm like i'm his good friend but not his girl and hes like oh so if i holla at you paulie wont be mad and i said of course not all he wants is my happiness and he was like cool my names jake and i said hi i'm lindsey (with a big smile hes sooooo fuckin hott and hes a country boy at heart just like me country girl at heart hehe) and hes like oh well what are you doing after tthis and i said probably joes house and he said ok kool i'll go with you (since hes good friends with paulie) so its me jake santios (its really good to see you again honey) megan and robin and paulie and justin.. we drive to take justin home and decide that were all kinda hunrgy so we go to taco bell and while in the drive thru we decdie we dont want it so we go to wendy's and get food and shit..then we sit in the parking lot for an hour just dancing and shit and i get to no jake better (hehe)and then we decide to go to the beach (our new favorite place) me and jake took a walk on the beach and talked about his past and i didn't want to talk about mine cause its really fucked up but we talked and his was worst then mine he made me cry (in a good way)so were there for about and hour or so then we drop off robin and megan and go to smith farms and drop off santios and go to joes for a bit til the beer ran out then we go to the hosiptal for paulie nothing serious just a spider bit or so we thought and were there jsut chillen and finally at fuckin 5:30 in the morning he gets called in so me and jake are lying on the hosiptal floor trying to sleep (together <-- big smile) and then i realize that the suns coming up so me and jake go outside and watch the sunrise (awww how romantic it was great) and then we go in to see paulie and we FINALLY get to leave at 6:30 in the morning... after that we realize were not tired so we go to dunkin dounuts and got coffee and then to bagels and...etc. and get bagels for his mom then we go to paulies and crash until 2:30 when his mom comes in and says ur gonna sleep threw the whole day =)so then the next time we go pick up caitilin at work 441 and lake worth road and then we go to get jake and then go to the beach again and just chill me and jake sat on the life guard stand and were just talkin ;-) then caitiiln had to go home at 10 so paulie goes and takes her home then fuckin tammy jakes ex calls and was like come over i'm leaving tomm and hes like na sry i'm with my girl (<-- big smile) then we go to dunkin dounuts again and of course eat...he eats more then i do =) and then its time to take me home ....i go home and go to sleep...
...now i'm sitting here waiting for paulie to finish lunch with his x (long story but its for his truck so i'm not mad) and then were going to caitilns or soemthing else probably the beach again (boyton inlet)
.... i'm extrmely happy and its been forever since someone has put a smile on my face thanks honey
... =) i get to spend ANOTHER nite with jake
oh and its funny while i was at the party i ran into jesse my x-boyfriend and he took jake aside and told him a bunch of shit that isn't true what a bitch but it was good to see him i think he still likes me awww
i'm soo over guys <---yea right atleast for now cause i wanna be in love i dont wanna date some guy just to date him ...
....yea stupid shit has gone on in my life one of my good friends is mad at me b/c some skanky jit friend of mine made her b/f cheat on her and i kinda knew about it but whateva its highschool drama and i dont care ...its complicated...
... me and you and you and me we ridin on some 22's and 23's we ridin on some 24's down on the beach no one flawes betta
---> new song by pretty rick and the mavricks <---
anyways i'm tired and bored as fuck i'ma go chill
love ya bitches =)
Current Mood:i want sex Current Music: future leaders of the world
blah... today kinda suxed woke up at like 2:30 to my mom talkin extremly loud...but thats a good thing cause i'm going to my second mommy's houise and were gonna make my favorite rice... =)
shes gonna teach me how to cook it (i already no but i gotta learn again)
...then were gonna watch a movie some gay one they picked out but oh well
....then i think i'm call paulie when i get home and see what hes doing....
....i finally finish the kinks in my journal i think...
...and now i'm off to take a shower..
..love ya bitches call the celly if u wanna chill later 2nite =) 5030975
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i've given up on true love i really dont think your worth it anymore....
..its funny i keep having these dreams that i'm tellin you i'm in love with you and when i get to your reaction i ALWAYS wake up and i wanna no how it turns out so that i can actually work up the courage to tell you in person....what should i do ?!?! HELP!!!!!!!
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